A Self-Perpetuating Monster

Weekly Diary Entry

I’ve been troubled by a realization lately—

Like a mirror reflecting my not-so-freakish reflection:

That it’s all in my head.

I just wish I didn’t have to feel so godless all the time.

Like a repulsive creature;

Like something that shouldn’t show it’s face;

Like something someone could justify killing;

Like something unloveable:

Like Nothing.

But maybe it’s all in my head.

This story is part of a collection of poems, short stories and introspective diary entries, called “Grimoire of a Weird Person II”.