Looking for Love in All Places, Honestly

Weekly Diary Entry

I waited

I rejected

I felt

But denied;

I fucked around and never found out.

I want love,

I want it so badly

But I’ve also run away;

I push and pull forever,

And I don’t know why.

I want it so badly

It’s all I can think of,

But I can’t find it.

So I keep waiting,

Hoping for it to find me.

This story is part of a collection of poems, short stories and introspective diary entries, called “Grimoire of a Weird Person II”.