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The Malaise of Womanhood (Plagued by Blood)

The Malaise of Womanhood (Plagued by Blood)

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A. Casper L.
Aug 19, 2023
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The Malaise of Womanhood (Plagued by Blood)
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It’s so awful, I despise it.

I feel nothing but complete and utter disgust for myself.

Dejection follows me everywhere because of my own body—the thing that constantly reminds me of its muliebrity. Even if I do not feel it.

The world around me, as well as its people, is all too crushing, yet my natural disposition sometimes feels even more destructive t…

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